{"id":3966,"date":"2021-01-29T00:58:09","date_gmt":"2021-01-28T23:58:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/?p=3966"},"modified":"2022-06-23T23:00:16","modified_gmt":"2022-06-23T21:00:16","slug":"the-kill","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/?p=3966","title":{"rendered":"The Kill."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"640\" height=\"360\" src=\"http:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/gif-2.gif\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3968\"\/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>Janvier s&rsquo;ach\u00e8ve d\u00e9j\u00e0.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>La fin d&rsquo;ann\u00e9e m&rsquo;a laiss\u00e9 face \u00e0 tous mes souvenirs. Mon d\u00e9fi <em><a href=\"http:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/?cat=56\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">memecember<\/a><\/em> m&rsquo;a impos\u00e9 de puiser au fond de moi et \u00e0 ressortir des choses que je pensais avoir r\u00e9ussi \u00e0 archiver.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mais. Tout est toujours pr\u00e9sent. Tout est toujours le Pr\u00e9sent. Pour mon hypermn\u00e9sie et moi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Comme les Gar\u00e7ons me manquaient, j&rsquo;ai fait un pas vers ceux que je n&rsquo;avais pas encore pu r\u00e9cup\u00e9rer. Mais apr\u00e8s plusieurs semaines, je crois pouvoir dire que leurs silences m&rsquo;ont bien remis \u00e0 ma place.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Il y a peu de chances maintenant qu&rsquo;ils r\u00e9agissent. Pour moi c&rsquo;\u00e9tait hier. Pour eux c&rsquo;\u00e9tait en 2010.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Et nous sommes en 2021. Et je ne suis plus personne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00ab\u00a0<em>Et je suis comme ce chien qui vous suit dans la nuit gr\u00e2ce \u00e0 l&rsquo;odeur de vos parfums.<\/em>\u00ab\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>***<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c0 la premi\u00e8re \u00e9coute, j&rsquo;ai su que <strong>The Kill<\/strong> de Jessie Ware deviendrait l&rsquo;une de mes chansons pr\u00e9f\u00e9r\u00e9es. Son album \u00ab\u00a0What&rsquo;s your pleasure\u00a0\u00bb est la merveille de 2020. Et la chute de mon billet vient de cette partie des paroles.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>What I don&rsquo;t understand is why I&rsquo;m here on my own.<br>We were only just talking in the silence of your home.<br>I know you better than yourself, honey, only I know.<br>I follow you through the night like a dog with the scent of your cologne.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Janvier s&rsquo;ach\u00e8ve d\u00e9j\u00e0. La fin d&rsquo;ann\u00e9e m&rsquo;a laiss\u00e9 face \u00e0 tous mes souvenirs. Mon d\u00e9fi memecember m&rsquo;a impos\u00e9 de puiser au fond de moi et<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[51,72],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3966","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-les-garcons","category-melancolie-apocalypse"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3966","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3966"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3966\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3969,"href":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3966\/revisions\/3969"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3966"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3966"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3966"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}