{"id":3318,"date":"2019-04-10T23:24:09","date_gmt":"2019-04-10T21:24:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/?p=3318"},"modified":"2022-06-23T23:08:24","modified_gmt":"2022-06-23T21:08:24","slug":"jattends-toujours","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/?p=3318","title":{"rendered":"J&rsquo;attends toujours."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"aligncenter\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"540\" height=\"405\" src=\"http:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/tumblr_oowekgPgtc1upe1ufo1_540.gif\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3321\"\/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>Pourquoi est-ce que je me souviens de leur date de naissance \u00e0 Eux ? Mais pas de la sienne \u00e0 Lui ? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Alors qu&rsquo;il me manque tellement. Et qu&rsquo;il m&rsquo;arrive encore d&rsquo;avoir la gorge serr\u00e9e quand je pense \u00e0 Lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Rechercher sa date de naissance. Et fouiller mon vieil iPhone pour la retrouver.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Le 8 F\u00e9vrier. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Retrouv\u00e9e dans nos derniers \u00e9changes. Entre <em>je t&rsquo;aime<\/em>-s et reproches. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Il y avait aussi les d\u00e9tails de notre dernier rendez-vous. Le 9 Juillet 2010. Dans <strong>ce<\/strong> Starbucks. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>C&rsquo;\u00e9tait la fin. Tu m&rsquo;as laiss\u00e9 le choix entre tourner la page et t&rsquo;oublier ou accepter de ne plus avoir de nouvelles de toi, jusqu&rsquo;\u00e0 ce que tu le d\u00e9cides.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Et bient\u00f4t neuf ans plus tard. Ma main dans le vide attend toujours que tu le\/te d\u00e9cides.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bon anniversaire en retard. Dan.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Pourquoi est-ce que je me souviens de leur date de naissance \u00e0 Eux ? Mais pas de la sienne \u00e0 Lui ? Alors qu&rsquo;il me<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[51,72],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3318","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-les-garcons","category-melancolie-apocalypse"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3318","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3318"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3318\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3323,"href":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3318\/revisions\/3323"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3318"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3318"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.beur-boy.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3318"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}